I'm laying in bed, sick AGAIN. I'm trying to figure out why I keep getting sick. I take all my vitamins, everyday. I take a lot of vitamins, cause I don't eat very well, averaging maybe a meal a day, though I skip eating for days at a time sometimes, mostly because I don't hold things down well, since the surgery or I'm simply just not hungry, an after effect of the surgery as well. I'm told not to skip meals, but when all you do is puke whatever you've eaten back up, it's hard not to skip meals...
So, I realize by laying here, that I'm bored. Bored with my life, bored with what's going on around me, bored of the new dude, just bored. BORED.
I'm bored with my blog, bored with reading others blogs, just really really bored.
What can I do about this? I haven't a clue. There are things that need to be done, like cleaning my house, sending off the winnings from Monday Giveaway, cooking for the kids... there's far more to be done than that, but those are pretty much top of my list..
I'm bored with being sick all the time, yet not sure how to stop that. Just plain bored bored bored.
My life is sprialing down before my bored eyes. I don't know how to stop it. I can't find the means to make a change, why bother?
So, bloggyland bloggers, do tell me. Have you found yourself like me? Bored with everything? Laying around doing nothing, other than going into crisis mode when there's something wrong with the family... have you ever found yourself completely and utterly.. BORED?
And if so, what did you do to change it? Tell me. Give me some suggestions, please. Seriously. Tell me if you have been bored in your life and what you've done to get out of that funk.
Seriously.
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4 comments:
It's not that I have ever been bored per se but at one point I found myself feeling lacking, discontent and generally blah. I found something just for me, my thing, in my space. For me it was volunteering my talent with a crochet hook to make blankets for kids. It gave me a purpose, gave me something other to think about other than my own bag of shit and made me feel good to make positive contributions to my community. Everyone needs there own thing. For M it is flying stunt kites. You'll find your thing if you look hard enough.
You know, I have so much that I can do with my alone time at home when the kids are at school...
Yet, none of these things appeal to me anymore.
I COULD make candles and try to sell them, however, I usually burn them myself. I COULD clean the house, however, it just gets messy again from the boy. I COULD make some important phone calls, however, I'm simply too lazy and prefer to wait till the last minute, much like uhhh.. .well, MY TAXES didn't get done yesterday! Not that it should matter, since I don't get anything back (though I think I am supposed to get something back cause of the kids)...
I am so bored that I can barely get out of my bed. I think I might be serverly depressed. Doctor didn't return my call and isn't open again till Monday. I think it's time to pay a visit to her and have my meds checked.
I know exactly what you're saying. I felt just like this a few weeks ago. I took some time off of blogging and did some other stuff and now I'm refreshed!
As far as health-have you had a blood panel draw lately?
Yes, bored.
Best thing is to get out with a new group. Join a club or organization that gets you out doing something different. Volunteer groups are around, build houses for Habitat, or put time in at the Springs Preserve, or something else that gets you out of the house.
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